honest secrets

christmas partee!

chelsea — Sun, 02 Jul 2006 13:37:57 +0000

last sunday we had our christmas party at cap building at john hay. started at 130pm more or less and it ended at bout 830 i think. it actually started bad! we werent able to find our coach’s name at the table. i was furious! i mean how did that make us feel? twas like we were recognized! HELL!! inaway-away ko nga mga tao dun.. i dont like taking shit from anyone.. nakakababa ng morale un.. what were they think diba? kung alam nila na hindi na kasya they shudve created a back up plan or somethin para naman di namamahiya sa mga darating. so eventually mam irene (irene nga ba un? ms roa) let us sit anywhere we wanted so of course we went to the the table close to the front, middle part, so we would get a hand on everything happening (hehe).
i finally cooled down when the mass started. after that we started eating.. the food was great! there was also this talent showdown where there were only 4 groups who joined out of the 1100 in the company. had we known that the prize was 20k we woudve tried our luck! we were defnitly better that the others hehe. there were also lots of prizes.. there were even 4 from my team who won, jimrey got a poratble radio, which he later exchanged to alma who got a blender. arlene got a coffee maker while lisa, our team mate who resigned, got a microwave oven. talk bout luck! hehe

the notebook

chelsea — Wed, 14 Dec 2005 01:45:12 +0000

** got this from the status of my coach at his g-talk thingy… found out that beneath that tough exterior is actually a really baduy guy in love lol… peace coach!!

“I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.”

- from THE NOTEBOOK by nicholas sparks

birth month

chelsea — Sun, 11 Dec 2005 18:13:38 +0000

Your Birth Month is October

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you.Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love

Your gemstone: Tourmaline

Your flower: Cosmos

Your colors: White and yellow

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

does love ever go wrong?

chelsea — Sun, 11 Dec 2005 12:37:18 +0000

** this poem was sent some time ago to some guy… juz came across it in me baul

I never thought that i would come to apoint where i wouldn’t care

whether its wrong or right

Debating about the issue

takes too much energy

I admit I dont know everything

But i am sure of one thing

That..

In my heart and in my mind

And in every spark in my soul

I know that I love you

And that love is so much more important to me

than ever being right.

So let me be wrong.

I can live wiv being wrong

but I dont want to live without you.

*sigh* sumtimes when i lo0k back at the decisions tha ive made, i still cant believe that i made them. but given the chance if id undo those decisions, i know that id still go through each one of `em in a heartbeat. i have loved and lost. ive had shitty ones and nice ones. i dont think id be the person i am taday if it werent fer those important lessons in life. ive scars, some am proud of, some im not. but hey.. i went through it all and here i am right now… demented…twisted… crazy.. nonetheless happy. i guess thats the effect of not thinking? had i thought for a few seconds in certain moments in me life.. heck i know my life wouldve changed…

so for now.. am content how i am

once in a while randomly exploding

from time to time randomly hibernating

thats me.

christmas shopping

chelsea — Sat, 10 Dec 2005 09:42:41 +0000

this afty i started with my christmas shopping. there werent so many people at all, i was havin a hard time tho coz this time i was shopping alone and i dint have no one to help me with me bags.. haha.. kidding…

juz a thought.. i dont remember any of me ex’s helping me wiv my christmas shopping.. hhmmm.. i remember i was either with my lola or with my friends… is it really such a tedious job for men to be with their girlfriends when they go shopping? its weird how women never get tired when it comes to shopping.. the mall does have its own kind of energy where women draw strength from hihi. oh well.. its christmas! more shopping to look forward to haha!

freakin SSS

chelsea — Fri, 09 Dec 2005 23:28:02 +0000

yesterday i went to sss to apply for a new ID. twas long overdue so i decided its about time to apply fer a new one since most establishments look fer it fer reference. so i was there at 2:30pm, i was the 19th person on the line of hopefuls. guess what time i was finished? 4:15.. could you imagine that? the sss office in baguio is supposed to be the main office fer region 1, so they shud expect that there will be people in droves going to their office. why the hell then do they have only 2 freakin lines? i was wearin my stilletos that time and my feet was killin me. argh.. and the guy at the counter, he doesnt seem to care about all the people lined up, he juz chit chats wiv his assistants all the time. grrrr.

i dont have any idea how their system works, but then again he shud take into consideration all the people who lined up their even if they have other things to do other than watch a guy juz surf and chitchat his way the whole day. i am so enraged!!! is the system really that way? i was tryin so hard to control my temper.. good thing i dint let it get the best of me.. otherwise.. patay sya sakin. i hate waiting really. oh well. thats juz one part of the waiting time… as fer my sss ID, i saw a note on the wall at the photo area saying id have to wait fer at least 3 months!!! sheessh!!!! im about ready to pack my bags to new zealand.

chelsea — Wed, 07 Dec 2005 12:07:49 +0000

sana nakatingin ka rin sa buwan ngayon..at dahil iisa lamang ang buwan sa buong mundo.. siguradong doon ay magdurugtong ang ating mga tingin..sa wakas..mababasa mo na rin sa aking mga mata..

ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin..

me me me

chelsea — Wed, 07 Dec 2005 11:37:35 +0000

**got this from sum website. this is how i am daw. hihihi. id say all of ‘em are real dont you think?

M – mushyA - articulate

R - rare

I - impressive

E – extreme

J - joyfulU- unique

D- daredevil

I - irresistable

T - temperamental

H - honest

R - refreshingI - ideal

T – trusted

A -animated

What Kind of Soul Are you?

chelsea — Sat, 03 Dec 2005 07:57:40 +0000

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world. So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time. You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all… But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficultYou are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

you’re beautiful

chelsea — Fri, 02 Dec 2005 10:02:42 +0000

** my recent fave

by james blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.